Early morning, can't sleep...

Ugh, its- 4:30 in the freakin morning on a Satuday. The beginning to my weekend and what happens? I wake up at 4:30am!!! I don't know why!? I went to bed super tired, not to mention super later. I figured the later it was, the longer I'd sleep since I would be so tired! But nooooo!

Geez! I'm still tired, but my brain is awake and wants me to get up and do stuff. And from the looks of where my husband fell asleep, he just went to bed about an hour ago. He's a night owl, so that is normal.

My stomach hurts too! Maybe that's keeping me awake. I shouldn't have eaten so late! I'm just goin on and on with my whining goodness! Well I'm tired! I don't feel good and I got no one to complain to right now, so you're just gonna hafta listen Mr. Internet! :P

I've been miss someone from my past very much here lately... I keep dreaming about him. It's been everynight now for the last week.. Can a person really miss someone that much? I know I miss him... The problem is, I don't know why! It just, started like tuesday night, and I just keep missin him more and more each day- not to mention each night...

Oh well, I've pretty much got it set in my mind that I'll never see him again anyway. So what's the point in missing him...? Eh, maybe the 1 in a million that I'll be with him again... Yeah, sappy I know. But if I had my choice, I'd be with him... But that's life I guess.

Anyway, my stomach still hurts. I'm gonna go find some tums or something. Maybe I can get some shut-eye! Later peeps!

-Nita
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