Never Enough...

I'm the type of person who sees something through till the finish... However, once I achieve what I set out to do, I find something about it that I can do to make it- Better.

My husband chastises me about my 'perfection' tendencies. Yes, I tend to go over board with things I want to accomplish. Yes, I try to make my goals without error. But, I feel as if I'm becoming obssesed with my projects...

"Will it ever be enough?" My husband asked me one day while we were driving home. The answer was already out of my mouth, "No, it will never be enough." I was slightly shocked at my response; I want to be happy and live a comfortable lifestyle, but will I be able to? If all my intentions are to always out-do myself for a better position, better things, and more money- where does it stop??

Where is the happiness and comfortable lifestyle I so desire? At what point do I level out and say, "ok, I'm satisfied." I don't want to constantly perfect what can never be perfected, its a losing battle. Not sure where to find the answers to this question.

Perhaps a place for me to start would be time management. Maybe if I set small goals, and not such high ones, I can be more satisfied with my work? My husband suggested that, isn't he great??

I think I will take his advice and implement it starting tomorrow... I grow weary of trying to be perfect and accomplish everything. I just want to be happy. Tired right now tho, guess I better let my mind rest- tomorrow is another day! ;)

- Nita
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New job, new life, new discoveries

So, it's been a week since I left my job at the pharmacy. I've worked at home for the entire week, which is great I'm really enjoying it... What I didn't count on however, was how lonely I was going to be!
I truly miss being around people! Its like, a freakin drug, I HAVE to have human interaction! It really is strange, I'm sad if I'm not around people... Wonder if I should join some club or group that meets once a week..? I have to do something- the one thing I can't stand above everything else- is being lonely.

I have to find a solution and soon...

-Nita
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Early morning, can't sleep...

Ugh, its- 4:30 in the freakin morning on a Satuday. The beginning to my weekend and what happens? I wake up at 4:30am!!! I don't know why!? I went to bed super tired, not to mention super later. I figured the later it was, the longer I'd sleep since I would be so tired! But nooooo!

Geez! I'm still tired, but my brain is awake and wants me to get up and do stuff. And from the looks of where my husband fell asleep, he just went to bed about an hour ago. He's a night owl, so that is normal.

My stomach hurts too! Maybe that's keeping me awake. I shouldn't have eaten so late! I'm just goin on and on with my whining goodness! Well I'm tired! I don't feel good and I got no one to complain to right now, so you're just gonna hafta listen Mr. Internet! :P

I've been miss someone from my past very much here lately... I keep dreaming about him. It's been everynight now for the last week.. Can a person really miss someone that much? I know I miss him... The problem is, I don't know why! It just, started like tuesday night, and I just keep missin him more and more each day- not to mention each night...

Oh well, I've pretty much got it set in my mind that I'll never see him again anyway. So what's the point in missing him...? Eh, maybe the 1 in a million that I'll be with him again... Yeah, sappy I know. But if I had my choice, I'd be with him... But that's life I guess.

Anyway, my stomach still hurts. I'm gonna go find some tums or something. Maybe I can get some shut-eye! Later peeps!

-Nita
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I LOVE to laugh!

I just recently left my FT out of the home job to take an opportunity where I will be working at home Full-time and concentrating on my sales. Where I'm going with this is; when I did leave my job at the Pharmacy. People were saying how they were going to miss me because I made them laugh. The one thing that I love to do in the entire world is to laugh!

Whether its a funny joke, video, cartoon stip- anything! I'm all about laughter! It's hard to be serious all the time, and I used to tell people that. You can't be serious all the time, life will get boring! Do you need a laugh right now? RD Laughs probably has what you're looking for! Check this link out below:

Funny Cartoon Strip

To find more funny cartoons, follow this link:

Funny Cartoons

Funny huh? Well if thats not your type of humor, browse the site and look for more good stuff! Feeling sad? What I do is keep different comic strips at my desk so that when I get sad, I can look at them and start laughing. My favorite type of funniness is stand up comedy. Dave Shapell was awesome while he was still doing stand-up! My husband introduced me to him (not personally no, but on CD!) and I was hooked from the first episode! If stand-up is your thing, check this link out:

Stand-up Videos

Now this guy isn't Dave, but he's pretty darn funny!

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"Laughter is the sunlight of the soul." A good friend of mine has that on his email as a closing line. The part about it, its very true! Don't you feel better after you've had a good laugh? Doesn't your spirit lift up and you feel a sense of relief? I know I always feel great when I laugh- and I laugh all the time! Thats just my personality!

Hooked on this so far? Great! I know I am! You can also subscribe to their Newletter for daily funny stuff straight to your email! So c'mon now, take a peek at one of these links and crack a lil' smile today!

RD Laughs Main

Hey thanks for reading!

- Nita



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Here I go again, on my own!

Well, I've done it finally! I'm going full time from home! I'm just a tiny bit nervous, but as long as I practice and study, I'll be ok! I'll be prayin to god as well! He's always helped me stay straight...

From the looks of the call center, it looks like everything is going down... Wonder if calls are going through? I guess they are! I can still see calls coming in! I want to learn better phone skills. OMG! Scott is soooo sweet! I gave him a letter to say good-bye AND that I wanted some info on the business aspect of thing. He is soo intelligent! I wrote down everything he said- what a smart man!

I always new I was attracted to brains and nerds! Hee hee! Whew! I'm spent for the night- talk to you soon people!

- Nita
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Bleach - The movie!

My husband and I are BIG fans of the show Bleach! We were so into it, we had seen only 1 episode on Cartoon network, and next thing you know, were at the mall buying the first 2 seasons! The full length movie will be in theaters June 11th and June 12th. We're soo excited to see it!

You can view the locations of where they will be showing the movie at a theater near you buy visiting the website below:

Bleach the Movie

I always wanted to have a cool Japanese name! Granted, I don't speak any Japanese at all, but I figure since we watch so much Anime- I get to claim one for myself! My Japanese name would be:

Akira Chou

I don't know if thats right, but it means: Bright Butterfly. I think it's supposed to be backwards like how they have it in spanish. In any case, I took the words from 2 different Japanese made items I totally love! "Akira" is from the movie Akira, an intense movie of mental powers, friendships and love. It's also pretty gruesome, but well worth it!

"Chou" is derived from the video game: Fatal Frame: Crimson Butterfly. It was based on 2 Japanese twin girls, present characters and past characters. A town that forced the youngest twin to sacrifice their beloved twin by strangling them to death. It somehow 'appeased' the void which lay beneath their town. It was released in 2003 for the PS2 and has been my favorite horror game ever since!

Can you tell we're big anime fans now?! Getting to see Bleach in theaters will be the icing on the cake! I hope you enjoy it!



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That's what I get...

So, I laid down around 8:00pm today JUST to take a nap right? And what happens?? I'm wide awake at 1:00 in the morning! Geez!! I somehow knew that was just a bad idea!

In any case, I've only got 2 more days till quittin' day- I noticed that only 'certain' people will miss me... I guess the primary director has a stick up his ass, cause he hasn't said anything to me since I put in my notice...? Oh well, I'm gonna miss the people who really matter anyway.

Going into business for myself sounds scary! Whew! I thought about long and hard.. But its something I've been wanting to do for a while now! As long as I've got my baby to back me up, I'll be alright! Giggity! ;D

Well, gonna try and kill my last couple of hours of sleep! Ugh, if I seriously can sleep anymore! Night!

-Nita
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