My blue line...

So, because I worked the weekend at the hospital this past weekend, for only 2 hours, I was able to go home early today. I left at 3:00, the thought of taking the pregnancy test tomorrow morning was making my nervous. 'What happens if I am??? What if I'm not??' So many questions going through my head! Anyway, I got home, grabbed a PBJ and took a nap. I was dead tired all day long! It was odd because I slept all night! With the exceptions of 3-4 pee breaks every few hours :).

Anyway, I took a nap and woke up around oh... lets see, 6:30pm? I'm not sure if it was a dream I had or what, but something was telling me I should take the pregnancy test now! My bladder was also telling me that I needed to pee pretty badly and to make a decision quick! So After a few minutes of debating, I decided to take the test. 'Alright, just piss on the damn thing and get it over with!' I thought to myself. Once the pissing was completed, I covered the stick and looked at it. In about 2 minutes, a faint, but blue line showed up in the window. 'OMG!' I thought in my head. "I'M PREGNANT!" I screamed in my mind!

I sat on the toilet thinking, 'What now??'. I stared at the stick as it dried and the line was still there. I wanted to retake the test- stupid right?? But I really did want to pee on the same stick! I was scared! I'm still scared but I'm excited at the same time! We're going to have a baby!!

I'm going to wait a few days however, as I have been known to terminate early in pregnancies in the past. I will retake it again on the 10th. Once I have 3 positive tests, I'm going to take the pee test at the hospital so they can set up my appointments. *sigh* what a day! Last thing I expected all day long. Yet, I knew deep in my heart that I was already pregnant. I didn't need a test to tell me I was... however, I do need a test to show those doctors that I am. I can't stand doctors, ugh! That's another story though :). I'll keep ya'll informed, night for now!

- Nita