At work blues

This is for all you managers and supervisors out there... how and why is it, that when you get promoted to 'management' positions, you become jerks? You either want to micromanage, be a total asshole, or just pick on people? What is the problem people??

Is it the feeling of power? Is that it? Do you honestly like making someone who is technically beneath you feel like shit? I truly don't understand it! For example, and I'm not holding back, we have a nurse that works with us, her name is Loretta Clemon. I liked her and had no problem with her for a long time. However, until recently, I learned that she used me. I was so fucking gullible, she used me every chance she got. Now she has a 'co-worker', she thinks she's the boss, that she works with and he doesn't back down from her. So, she's a total bitch to him. Not only that, she argues with him and does stupid stuff like that, she makes it completely uncomfortable to work in the same office with her!

Not sure what her problem is. OK, here's another example. This ugly whore works in the Outpatient pharmacy. Her name is Brenda Brown- OMG, she has to cake on make-up just to look decent! But that's besides the point- she has convinced this new pharmacist, Judy, that the Medication Access people that work in our office, isn't worth shit! Isn't that something?? She has everyone believe that the 2 women who run that department are worthless, have nothing to do, and their job doesn't mean spit.

Whats even worse, she told that to their faces! Honestly, if you were a manager in this position, would you tell your employee that kind of crap? I'm glad one of the Med Access ladies did what she did! The pharmacist says she went behind her back, but she told her to her butt-ugly face; "When I get upset, I send out emails.". So she told her TO HER FACE, that she was going to spread the word about what she said. So now, they're trying to get her in trouble.

If you ask me, it serves them right to be told off by the doctor. I'm not really sure what he told them, because the Med Access lady emailed the doc and told him what the Pharmacist said, but I think it's justice.

You so called, 'managers', need to WAKE THE FUCK UP and stop being such bitches! That goes for you too Loretta. Just because you want to retire, doesn't mean you can sleep at your desk for half your shift, leave for hours at a time, belittle John and threaten him with his annual review! You people make me sick!

God! I can't WAIT to quit that god forsaken job! So much damn drama! I could go on forever about half the ass-kissin', wanna be, shit talkin' ass holes that work there- Ugh, but what does it matter? No one cares what I think. I hope they find this blog, by then, I'll probably be long gone.

Fuck you all.

- Nita

*Sorry for all the bad words, I'm really sick of the pharmacy.

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Crazy Days

Well, since about 6:00 this afternoon I've been on the computer non stop! First, I did some work on my website, made some very good progress mind you! Played some Yahoo! Games with my sister, that rocked! Installed a couple of much needed programs. Most of them were some old PC games I had stashed away! Not to mention that I'm dabbling a little bit with WoW!

I so LOVE that game! OMG, I hadn't played in almost 2 years, and I didn't realize how much I missed it!! Woo! Well anyway, its Sunday and tomorrow its back to the grind. Ugh, that job is really crazy! I can't wait to quit and work from home full-time! Tomorrow is when we get our new boss, yikes! I hope he's a really nice guy. Get nervous around those people that want to 'own' everyone, so to speak. But hey, he may be a really cool guy. We're gonna have to live with it- Emory chose him anyway. Fucking prick.

I really don't have anything against my boss, he's just slick ya know? He told us 'we' could pick our new boss- yet he already had who he wanted in mind. So we really 'didn't' get to choose. Oh well, guess that's the way it works huh?

I don't know about you, but office politics is NOT for me. So much drama and unnecessary crap like that. Like I said before, I'll be glad when I'm outta there, whew!

Well, its still early, but I don't like to sleep with my hair all wet. So I'm ending this fairly shortly and going to crash now. Hope you all have a great Monday! Cause mine is gonna be hell :)

- Nita

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- Nita

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Here I am.. Again

Whew! At work right now, I don't feel right for some reason. My lower abdomen hurts like hell! I feel badly bloated and these sharp pains are shooting downward like into my thighs... I shouldn't say it hurts- its more uncomfortable than anything else really.

I was supposed to blog lastnight but I got sleepy. Well, didn't finish this like I was supposed to. I'm gonna make it short though, till next time!

- Nita
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Wasn't meant to be...

Well, it seems my body has aborted the pregnancy yet again. I started today, not very heavy however, but I no longer believe I am pregnant. I guess that early test and then the negative test says it all- a miscarriage. My friend told me that I needed to stop going through this and put myself on birth control.

It's not that I don't believe in it, I just don't like having to take pills all the time just to make myself feel better! It's bad enough that I have to take anti-depressants everyday just to function properly! It's not her fault, I know she means well.

I am sad, but I knew it was going to happen again... I just don't understand why though. Am I not supposed to have kids? Am I cursed? Am I being punished for something I did? Only god knows the answer to that. I wonder though why it is this way... I need to get an extensive checkup. I think I will have my doctor look into it tomorrow. I remember; when I was 3, I was kicked in the ovaries by a horse. Thrown up against a barn and knocked out. I wonder if that has anything to do with it?

My belief is, things happen for a reason... Maybe that happened because God knows for some unforseen reason- I cannot and should not have children. I wish I knew why, but I guess that's for me to find out at the appropriate time. Damn I'm tired... Until next time! Night!

- Nita

My blue line...

So, because I worked the weekend at the hospital this past weekend, for only 2 hours, I was able to go home early today. I left at 3:00, the thought of taking the pregnancy test tomorrow morning was making my nervous. 'What happens if I am??? What if I'm not??' So many questions going through my head! Anyway, I got home, grabbed a PBJ and took a nap. I was dead tired all day long! It was odd because I slept all night! With the exceptions of 3-4 pee breaks every few hours :).

Anyway, I took a nap and woke up around oh... lets see, 6:30pm? I'm not sure if it was a dream I had or what, but something was telling me I should take the pregnancy test now! My bladder was also telling me that I needed to pee pretty badly and to make a decision quick! So After a few minutes of debating, I decided to take the test. 'Alright, just piss on the damn thing and get it over with!' I thought to myself. Once the pissing was completed, I covered the stick and looked at it. In about 2 minutes, a faint, but blue line showed up in the window. 'OMG!' I thought in my head. "I'M PREGNANT!" I screamed in my mind!

I sat on the toilet thinking, 'What now??'. I stared at the stick as it dried and the line was still there. I wanted to retake the test- stupid right?? But I really did want to pee on the same stick! I was scared! I'm still scared but I'm excited at the same time! We're going to have a baby!!

I'm going to wait a few days however, as I have been known to terminate early in pregnancies in the past. I will retake it again on the 10th. Once I have 3 positive tests, I'm going to take the pee test at the hospital so they can set up my appointments. *sigh* what a day! Last thing I expected all day long. Yet, I knew deep in my heart that I was already pregnant. I didn't need a test to tell me I was... however, I do need a test to show those doctors that I am. I can't stand doctors, ugh! That's another story though :). I'll keep ya'll informed, night for now!

- Nita

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- Nita

1/4 of the way there!

It's April people! Geez, this year is flyin' by ain't it!? So much going on and so much yet to come... Marcus and I are pretty sure we're preggo now. He says my symptoms are a lot more distinct than last time. I also experienced morning sickness today! Ick, it sucked! I left work early cause I was feeling like crap, but when I made it home- I ran to the bathroom cause I was ready to puke up lunch!

It sucked cause I had half a burger for lunch and threw it all up! In any case- we did some reading about morning sickness and how to prevent it. He's sweet! He picked up some Sprite for me when he went to get dinner. I ate crackers and sprite since NOTHING sounds appealing to me at all! I did have a protein shake with strawberries and a banana for dinner tho; honestly, that was all I could stomach at the time.

Well, no more fried foods for a while. Damn, I was really craving fried chicken and syrup too! Well, maybe I can try that later on in the week :) Oh, I also 'worked out' some today. I'm kinda ashamed cause I can do much better than what I did but anyway; I walked on my treadmill at a fast pace for 1 mile! It was so worth it cause I had energy and was able to get some work done and clean up my kitchen! Woo Hoo! I'll do that everyday just for that burst of energy!

Well, it's friggin' late and I'm about to fall asleep to the music I'm listening to... Kinda cold in here as well... Aw man, I gotta pee already! Till next time!

- Nita
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