Capitans Log; Star Date 11.02.2008

I am SUCH a trekky! I love Star Trek! All the way from Capitan Kirk to Capitan JaneWay. I know it sounds silly, but thats my favorite TV series that I like to kick back and watch! Thank goodness for the DVR. If we didn't have that, I would never get to watch it!

In any case, another day, another dollar. I'm actually progessing better this year as far as business goes. Last year I struggled to even make a dime, perhaps it has been further studying that has helped me with this. I find that I study more and more whenever time permits. Between a full time job, a part timer and the Ebay selling- Amongst other social activites and hobbies, I find myself exhausted!

Lots of people that I know say I should be stressed and frustrated with all that I have going on. Actually, I find it kind of stimulating. Usually my personality, or past personality was to just let things fly by. I had lost interest in many different things. Hobbies, friends, opportunities- I had let lots of them go. I was depressed and felt that my life was not important. That feeling is not completely gone, however; it seems to have healed in a manner of speaking. I find myself more happier than I used to be. I'm able to concentrate better and feel as if I have more energy to participate in activites that I used to detest. I'm sure Marcus can appreciate my sense of 'well being.'

I honestly do feel a lot better. I feel like I'm getting more accomplished as I go on with all my current activites. Yes, perhaps once they become too much or overwhelming; I may drop a few. Or simply just pass them onto a close family member. One of my sisters ofcourse, they're the closest people to me. I intend to puruse them as long as I can. Who knows what may come out of it?

Right now tho, I'm dead tired! I gotta sleep. Full day at work tomorrow and then gym afterward.


I am happy, and I want to stay this way. Night!

- Nita